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05:39pm 25/04/2004
  tired.  
     

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Yep.   
02:21pm 25/04/2004
 



How Drunk Are You?

 
     

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12:04pm 18/04/2004
  Last night was pretty cool. Started out at Mike's and then ended up seeing Kill Bill 2 for free with Chris and Zac. I don't know if I like the 2nd one better or worse yet, they are both really different.

I'd really like to see you... I hope I manage to today.
 
     

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11:06am 16/04/2004
  How much would you pay for me?  
     

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A tad girly   
11:04am 16/04/2004
  Haha why not? Im sure you have nothing better to do...

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
2. Am I loveable?:
3. How long have you known me?:
4. When and how did we first meet?:
5. What was your first impression?:
6. Do you still think that way about me now?:
7. What do you think my weakness is?:
8. Do you think I'll get married?:
9. What makes me happy?:
10. What makes me sad?:
11. What reminds you of me?:
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
13. How well do you know me?:
14. When's the last time you saw me?:
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
16. Do you think I could kill someone?:
17. Describe me in one word.:
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:
 
     

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10:53am 16/04/2004
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Uh go for it, this should be interesting.   
10:13pm 14/04/2004
  I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions
no more no less.
 
     

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12:55pm 14/04/2004
  New Layout!.....Bitches! Its full of tastelessness  
     

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12:50pm 14/04/2004
  I ate ego's at Trina's and we watched Up In Smoke. That movie is badass.

I'm going with my family to the Lobster tonight, I'm pretty stoked for some cheddar biscuits
 
     

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08:45pm 12/04/2004
  I need a J.O.B.  
     

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10:24pm 11/04/2004
  Wow I NEVER update this embarrasment of a journal. So lets do this....

Today I woke up bright and early to play at the Church I play for every sunday. It was a big deal and everything, being Easter. At about noon i headed out and went over to Trinas for a bit then we went to my house. Elisa, Trina, and...myself decided to go hiking at Black Diamond mines. The graveyard was pretty cool and mines smell good.
I ate at Trina's then we went to my house. Then decided to rent a movie. We saw this this baby walking around in Hollywood Video with its diaper and its knees. Somehow everyone knew but the mom and her friend. It was probably the funniest thing I saw all day. We rented American Psycho, man that movie is really nuts, but I do reccomend it. Anyways that was my day...yeah no one cares mwhahahaha





You make me feel amazing.
 
     

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10:26pm 05/04/2004
  i Feel great. :)  
     

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06:03pm 04/04/2004
  We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you
 
     

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04:06pm 31/03/2004
 
Which Family Guy character are you?
 
     

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01:11am 30/03/2004
  Late night get-together with Joe was awesome. Smoked a bunch of stoges and just talked. I haven't felt like good in a while, I'm glad its coming back, not as fast as I want it to, but I can't really control that.

Thanks
 
     

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11:55pm 29/03/2004
  Sometimes i get the foolish thought that it will all work out in the end. What kind of logic is that.  
     

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01:35pm 28/03/2004
  Oh yeah, thank you guy who drove me home.  
     

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11:21am 27/03/2004
  xCMx needs to start initiating....  
     

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11:21am 26/03/2004
  6 am day after Christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping
I am numb

Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down to Charlotte
They're not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

They call her name at 7:30
I pace around the parking lot
And I'll walk down to buy her flowers
And sell some gifts that I got
Can't you see
It's not me you're dying for
Now she's feeling more alone
Than she ever has before

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

As weeks went by
It showed that she was not fine
They told me son, it's time to tell the truth

She broke down, and I broke down
Cause I was tired of lying

Driving back, to her apartment
For a moment we're alone
Yeah she's alone
I'm alone
Now I know it

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
 
     

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11:12am 26/03/2004
  I don't know what to think anymore.  
     

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10:20pm 18/03/2004
  Let me sleep.  
     

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11:53am 16/03/2004
  HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETER ADUAN!!!

sorry i can't come out with ya i hope you have a wonderful time in S.F.
 
     

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11:47pm 13/03/2004
  what the fuck am I doing?  
     

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12:09am 13/03/2004
  Whats up everyone. I've had a wonderful night, things just became right all of a sudden. Definatly a way to kick off the Break  
     

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01:50pm 12/03/2004
  Damn this week has been long, and spring break is finally here. Bring on the fun everybody.....  
     

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Guess that means I'm Gay   
04:02pm 10/03/2004
  HASH(0x8aeb92c)
You are CLARISSA EXPLAINS IT ALL. She is a rad
chick with absolutely no fashion sense. If you
are a guy and chose this... you are gay.


Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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07:06am 09/03/2004
  Up early and hating it. I had to go to Brentwood to pick up my dad. He got in a car accident. From what I can tell its not his fault and the other guy was speeding. The fucking Brentwood cops didn't even give the guy a ticket. Thats pretty lame. My parents were yelling at each other and all that great stuff, I wonder what it would be like to have them be like that all the time, it was kinda scary.  
     

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01:01am 06/03/2004
  Everything is so fucked up right now.  
     

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10:47pm 04/03/2004
  I have experienced several things today, both good and bad, I'm to tired to explain right now this is just so i remember.  
     

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01:50pm 04/03/2004
 
mood: groggy
My stomach is starting to hurt. I really hope its not the stomach flu.
 
     

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School is for Ho's   
01:18pm 03/03/2004
 
mood: bouncy
Another day of doing nothing in the Computer Lab. I'm pretty stoked about brush-up rehearsal, I'll be able to watch the show. I want some damn tunes to listen to but I am not at home to listen to them.

Somebody stole one of the gates into our parking lot, or so I hear. I haven't got to check it out yet. I'm guessing because they lock it up all the time now. That's probably the best news all day. One up against the FHS administration, Hell yeah.

Cookies?Mmm?
 
     

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10:29pm 02/03/2004
 
mood: tired
Got an early start to the day, I was up at about 6ish so I could have good ol' breakfast at my house with Michelle. We made waffles, they were sooo tasty. I think I had like 2 and a half of them. Then we had to go to school of course. 5th period was pretty lame, and 6th was alright. I got into this Frontline documentary on how insider trading in the stock market made hell of people lose money while the investment firms made billions. I'd say I enjoyed it. I like watching stuff like that, probably because I'm a huge nerd. Nogarrs was tight. We had to make a poem, so my group made one about a homeless guy. I called in a town pass for Michelle and we left 8th period and got some shakes at Baskins. I had to have mine made again because it tasted like freaking banana and it was supposed to be cookie dough. They made it again and it still tasted like banana. What the fuck.
Had a nice little after school activity called rockin out in my garage with Pete and Joe. Hell of ideas flying around, I am pretty stoked. I need to practice a TON more. I'm not satisfied with my abilities at all, I suppose thats actually a good thing.
Around 8ish I went to Michelles to cheer her up because she wasn't feeling so good. We watched this nutty ass reality show called "Eden" which was on after American Idol. It was so random with the twists and turns and never ending drama. It was fun to laugh at some parts. And thats my day i can't remember if i left anything out I'm too lazy to go back and no one will actually read all of this anyway.
 
     

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Too cool for school...   
12:29pm 01/03/2004
 
mood: naughty
Yeah I'm in 3rd period again. Its sooooooooooooooooooo fun. Not. This class is hell of pointless to me. I'm just not as into programming as I used to be. So I don't really do much in here anymore. I might take a class at LMC and see if I like it there because I have a feeling this class is not teaching me what I want to learn. The instructor doesn't even know what he is talking about half the time. Bwah! Supposed to jam after school today, that should be neat, last night was actually somewhat productive and I was digging the sound. We need to build from that.
I woke up so late today. I had just got up at the time I was supposed to be in class. I didn't really care and suprisingly my parents didn't either. So I got to sleep in to 10 o clock on a monday trouble free. Damn I'm good. Damn I can't get over how gay this class is. And I have no more pictures to deface. Anyone have any ideas or requests?
 
     

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11:31am 29/02/2004
  Alright so this weekend has had its ups and downs. Actually a lot of downs but I'll get over it and it will work out for the better. So friday was opening night for the musical, it was awesome. This thing turned out to be a lot cooler then I was expecting. Then there was a little shindig after, that was neat. Then I went to Blairs with Michelle and Jen. It was kinda shitty. The next day was pretty much the same. Musical and then went to Blair's house. Jack in the box was probably the highlight of the night.  
     

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Eric Volta is a chump   
12:57pm 26/02/2004
  I'm in class right now, this class is so boring at least i got a computer to keep me from going nuts, its a computer class after all. Check out my cool picture. That shows how productive in this class. I need to get out high school and get on with living. And when I get there I'll probably wish I was still in high school. Wait, no I won't.

Jazz Band hella rocked, that was probably the highlight of my day. Except when Jake Lingo and Brian Azeltine crashed the party. They came to visit school or some bullshit. Why would you come back to this school after graduating three years ago. I hope I don't end up doing that, I think its kind of sad.

Yesterday and Last Night was the first time I had that great feeling in a while. It was like things were before. It was just great, and I hope it lasts.

I can't wait till i get to sleep in.
 
     

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11:25pm 24/02/2004
  i won't forget.  
     

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04:54pm 24/02/2004
  Too many taqitos  
     

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Cock pushups?   
08:12am 24/02/2004
 
mood: groggy
Yeah i definetly didn't get enough sleep what the fuck. At least i have a period off this morning, can I get an amen for unscheduled? I get to go to not come home or eat till 10 o clock tonight as soon as I get to school. Yeah tons o' fun I tell ya. I'll probably post again at school because I will probably be just that bored.

A shower sounds damn good right now.
 
     

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11:48pm 23/02/2004
  Athletes Foot is not fun.  
     

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11:34pm 23/02/2004
  Gah! I havent updated in days foo! I never do anyways, i think i might stop writing in this shit, maybe not. Man was today long. I had play practice from right after school till about 11 o clock. That shit is way too long but thats how its going to be for the rest of this week. It is getting better, it used to be un fun but now its good times. Some of the kids are pretty cool there. Man I just made this fat ass sandwich with steak and monterry jack cheese and some KOSHER pickles. Im gonna go eat it now. MMM yeah! Holy shit I am tired

Rudawg
 
     

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09:02am 15/02/2004
  goin to Berkeley today woooooOO!  
     

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12:57pm 14/02/2004
  My mom knows I'm not happy right now and shes being so nice trying to help out by asking if i want to talk and stuff. I told her no because I don't think i could say anything without getting emotional. It just makes me feel real good that someone cares about me. I just never realize it as often as I should. Your parents aren't all that bad, because they at least brought you into the world.  
     

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12:30pm 14/02/2004
  Life as I know it cannot be the same again. My world is upside down. I have quite possibly lost 2 of the most important and influencing people in my life. Where to go from here i don't know. But I do know that its gotta be alright someday, and with time it should get better. I just don't know  
     

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O R we?   
07:29pm 12/02/2004
  Today has kicked major ass. Me and Michelle decided school was a no go today so I promptly called in some town passes. Then we tried to find things to do for the day and decided to go see a movie. But after we bought some chalupas we didn't have enough cash. Oh well the Chalupa was worth it. Then we headed over to Joe's and chilled. Pete came over too it was sweet. I saw the movie "Rushmore" for the first time, it kicked my ass.

There are a bunch of girls at my house now, my sisters girlscout friends. They have taken control of my bathroom. Whatev. Thats all I got for now
 
     

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09:48pm 11/02/2004
  Just got home from Michelle's. Made some sweet ass cake. This weekend's gonna be cool, i have never really had a good Valentine's Day so i looking forward to that. I might go to my friend from camps place on Sunday to stay the day and maybe the night. It should be cool It's been a while since we last hung out. Probably like a good 6 months. So yeah i hope that goes down.

So uh practice tomorrow i suppose, i dont know if i have play rehersal and what not. I'll get to you guys on that.
 
     

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Hell yeah man....arrowed   
02:32pm 11/02/2004
 



Which random shout by the guy from Teen Girl Squad are you?

 
     

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I am Jack's complete lack of suprise   
12:28pm 10/02/2004
  Ya so I'm in school right now its wonderful..not. Today has been my day so far. Michelle and I went to Starbucks this morning and ordered 2 coffees, and the girl forgot to take our money. I'm guessing because the place was hell of packed and busy (everybody needs their Starbucks enema) So we got 2 cofees and just walked out. Free Coffee! That made my day. I need a job already.  
     

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09:56pm 09/02/2004
  Ah its probably been about a week since i posted last. Havent really felt like writing in this damned journal. So yeah things are going good you could say. I think i'm failing my comp sci class, fuck it. I can never pay attention, everything in there is dull. I shoulda dropped that class, oh well, alls i need is econ and English 4 to finish off this wonderful high school career and then its off to Last Minute Choice or whatever community college i happen to be around. I want some damn Steak. Feed me. End  
     

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06:56pm 02/02/2004
  I'm at Michelle's

it's super-er.

We are making Pizza. Booya
 
     

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08:41am 31/01/2004
  Too Early  
     

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